seorang gadis yang confident, nampak tabah dan tough diluarnya, masih punya fobia tersendiri.
Paling takut untuk dia dekat.
Paling jatuh keyakinannya kalau bercerita pasal ni.
Aku tak tahu aku akan ambil berapa lama untuk move on. Aku ada cakap dekat kawan kawan aku, give me a week.
So, what happened in that week?
Marsya jadi lebih diam sedikit, bagi siapa yang sebilik akan perasan. Aku sedih. Aku bercerita just to get rid off this feeling. But then, I had other things to do. Busy sikit last week. And, kami jadi ok balik.
But after a while, jadi macam dulu balik. The latest version of us that I hate to admit. Cold. etc.
Yesterday, I deleted my old conversations, and suddenly I read ours. Wow. What happened to the old us? Yeah, people changed.
So, how long will I take to recover? After those thrilling, sweetest day together, it's already turned bitter. I guess excessive sweetness will harm. Like diabetes. It kills you, slowly.
The coldness doesn't chill, but it freezes the heart.
I guess it will take more than a week to recover, especially when you hardly fall into someone. And once you do, that's it, you fall deep.
Embrace this feeling, learn to let go, get over it, later you'll be free from this feeling.
Bad boy is always the best, kan? Ha now padan la muka.
Move on, slowly but surely, you'll get over this.
Isolate yourself for a while. Cmon you can do it!