Saturday, October 25, 2014

lari dan cari.

bila kau lari, kau tak tahu untuk apa kau lari tapi kau terus lari.
bila kau berhenti, kau penat, dan waktu tu kau baru terfikir kenapa kau lari.
rupanya, kau lari dari diri sendiri. lari mencari diri juga.

aku hilang. dalam diri aku sendiri.

cari cari mana kau pergi
cari cari hati yang mati
cari cinta yang abadi
cari diri yang tidak hakiki.

hipokrisi.

Friday, October 24, 2014

late night

What makes you smile so bright in the middle of the night?

Sweet text messages? Long phone call? Or maybe... Memories.Well. Nothing sweeter than memories. At least, for me.

Ah. You know yourself better.

Friday, October 17, 2014

underdog

"why me?"
"eh, why not?"
"you are answering my question, with a question,"
"i know."
"i need an answer, not a question,"
"must I have any reason to love you?"
"but you can have 1001 reasons to hate me,"
"hmm.. I could list down more than 1001 reasons, if i want to. but i chose not to list down any."

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it's different, when it comes to you. your hair, your eyes, your smile,  your smirk. or maybe, it is just you. behind that baggy shirt, mysterious eyes, there's something in you, something that i saw since the first time we met.  

"weh, i think haris is kinda cool. something about him that i try to figure out." Lisa told  Arin. she choked. "which Haris?" "our classmate lah. the backbencher. the quiet Haris." "you must be kidding me. it's haris. come on, Lisa. you are out of his league. he doesn't seem fun at all." "but we'll never knew, unless if we really know him." i tried to convince Arin but it ended up with I was annoyed with her laugh.

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so here am I, the bubbly Lisa, keeping an eye on Haris secretly, from far. wishing the timid looking guy to look at me, even once.

.... to be continued